It's Just me!

Well I feel safe enough, I can write what I feel . No one ever reads my blog so I am going to use it as my stepping stone.I am very sad and tired of life the way it is today. I tried to keep in touch with my family because I made the choice to move away from New York where they all live. I have been gone about 39 years but returned a lot of times to visit a lot. I'd call on holidays, birthdays and very rarely ever received from them the same . But that's OK, I will live with it. Just sadness,Then the computer came along and I thought they all have computers so I tried to contact them using MSN, when they said they could not get it to work I added yahoo and still I only hear from them on occasion. I tried. When my Husband died on 8/26/1999 , my sister Carole and brother Dan came to the funeral.We spent a minute together. God Bless them,Carole went back because her back hurt really bad. And Dan and his wife spent one night. I was very glad and thankful to see them all. When my mother died on 9/1/2001 I was there we spent a little time together. When my Dad died on 1/24/2002 , again my brother Dan came I think. Things were very lonesome I can't seem to remember to much. I was sad I didn't see my sister Red at Ed's or Dad's funeral But that's the way it goes. Well, its been 11 years and I miss them a lot but if they are happy so be it. God bless you all . Now My kids , I have two daughters left. Kel who lives in England, I talk to HER just about every day. Barb who lives across the street I talk to as she need something. A sitter or some one to listen to her troubles, She speaks to me with such hatred and I don't know why. I pray for her and of coarse Kelly and their family's everyday. Maybe Kelly and I get along so good because she is 3000 miles away. I don't know but what I did do to Barb? I don't know, all I know is when I talk to her or her son all I can think about is the bible. The disrespect they give me is over welmimg. It makes me so sad. Now the worst , when I look at America I see no relief . How , saying Gods name in vain is an every event action ,how the use of a four or five letter word is used to say hello.( How the f--- or hay B----, whats up) the T.V. has everything on it sex , nudity, Homosexuality, murder every sin know to man.It makes me sad. How we have kicked God out of America is like (God here, "you are destroy yourselfs"). Is that what we are saying ? WHY DON'T GOD FEARING PEOPLE STAND UP AND SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. WE NEED A GOD FEARING PRESIDENT TO LEAD US AND FOR US NOT TO HANG HIM OUT THERE ALONE. Stand BY GOD , STAND BY A GOD FEARING PRESIDENT. SOMEONE SPEAK UP BEFORE IT IS TO LATE. PLEASE MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN BRING GOD BACK IN OUR LIVES. All of Americans that believe in God Stand up the non beleivers did and now God is out.

Lets make God happy and repent. Ok , I know I wrote no one ever reads my posts but I do pray someone reads this one and passes it around. God help us . Give us a chance.I know you are tired of us. but there are many Good people out here, save us please